Monday, October 25, 2010

Sense....

"What's on your mind?"

"I'm......Well. I don't talk about theses things."

"Why have you come here then? I think there are things you would like to discuss...You just aren't used to this concept. That's alright. You can sit if you'd like...take your time."

"I'm thinking about shoes..................................................."

"What exactly about shoes?"

"...........and space."

"Space?"

"..........Distance."

"Do you feel distanced from something?"

"..........and the number seven."

"What about the number seven? Does number seven mean something special to you?"

"..........and shoes. I've been thinking about shoes."

"What about shoes?"

"I've been thinking about the number seven too lately.....Yes. Seven.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Smiles for Whiles

A beautiful day

with love

and family

and candles

and cheesecake

and Juicy Couture.



It was October twentieth.

and It was a beautiful day.

Monday, October 11, 2010

mkah

Okay.

I was going to leave it alone,

but IM ITCHINGGGGG so say something,
and maybe when I'm done reading it,
it'll make sense to me.

Don't leave me high and dry,
-Thank you Radiohead.
I was walking away.
I was ignoring it.
I was about to progress blindly and numbly towards ignoring this all,
but
I don't have to.

"Don't leave me high,
Don't leave me dry.
Don't leave me high,
Don't leave me dry.

It's the best thing that you ever had
best thing that you ever
ever
had."

They aren't deep lyrics.

BUT WHO CARES.

It's such a breath of fresh air.
There's enough fifteen year olds out there trying to be deep.
So if i need that fix, there's plenty of places to go.

But here's the thing:
That's not what I want.
I want something SENSIBLE,
and something I can summarize.

I don't care about
being different
changing the world
lighting the darkness

I just want to sit satisfied in an average amount of intellect with you.
yes, YOU, the one with my shoe.
...............................

And when I read it...
it still didn't make sense.


Okay.

Dayish four

Alright.

I'd like to know who has my shoe.

Seriously.

I'm growing impatient, and it's very inconvenient,

and such.


and




I always thought you would know how to find me,
I mean,

You have my shoe.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Three

Can you remember all the hope we were brought up to have?













Yeah,

I remember it to.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Two

iPod shuffle woke me up with a nice surprise this morning.
-Monsters, By the Hurricane Bells

Started another tablet last night.
Keeping up with things will be very nice.
It'll be unhealthy, but that's very easy to ignore.

I turn eighteen in eleven days.
Yeah.....
In this particular moment I'm not that excited about it,
but I'm really hungry, so
I can't multitask feelings.

-Soundtrack 2 My Life, By Kid Cudi

Sooooooo,
Absence itches.
It itches quite a bit.

Itchy October.

It's day 2.....

Monday, October 4, 2010

Ellipses, Eclipses

Time has been a whirlwind of change that has kept me away from this tablet.
Perhaps the anticipation of it all was the only thing that kept me coming back in the first place.

Everything is different....
The smiles,
The nights,
The conversations and cars,
They all shine like the stars you're surrounded by.
They shine brighter than you expected.
Don't stare...
You might go blind...